This is not a page long blog. I just felt like I had too many emotions in my bottle, and it was starting to get crowded.
Do you ever feel like you are screaming and no one is listening?
You make every effort to be heard, but no matter what, no one sees the value in your words.
Do you ever feel like you’re alone, even when you’re surrounded by friends?
They are a captive audience, and are making no effort to be otherwise.
Do you ever feel you are being ganged up on?
You feel that with every jab, you are getting weaker, even though you appear far stronger.
Do you ever feel you can’t fight back?
You know no one is intending to hurt you, but it hurts regardless, and expressing that would make people treat you too carefully.
Do you ever feel like you can’t find a middle ground?
The person you used to be is playing tug-of-war with the person you are working to become, and the former is winning.
Do you ever feel helpless and completely self-sufficient at the same time?
You have so many emotions and have yet to sort them out, leaving you feeling dependent. But you trust yourself and know you will figure it out in due time,
keeping you feeling independent.